The cycle of life and love

I've started job hunting. Yah, I know you feel me. It sucks. So difficult to remain positive and upbeat. Hard not to stress about well, the unknown. It really reminded me of online dating, another awful thing that I partook in recently. If you don't start out insecure, you certainly end up there. Or you don't. Depending on what happens. In my case, both endeavors make me reach for the ice cream/booze/cigarettes/insert vice here. Then of course, after indulging in ones vice, one feels bad about themselves then feels more insecure and useless and will 'never get a job' 'never find love' and so the cycle goes on and on until you get a call for that interview, or you get a flirty message from that cutie. Then suddenly you feel on top of the world. Until you don't.